Thy Lady Speaks

Dec 4, 2005

My Heart

Here I am, with my heart laid bare
Around my neck, my heart lays there.
It is fragile, can't you see?
Take it as a token to remind you of me.
Please take care of it, I ask of you.
Don't lose it and treasure it like I do.
My heart is fragile, please don't break it.
I'm still here loving you every single bit.
So please I ask you to care for my heart,
Remember my love for you though we may be apart.

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 05:51 pm

Because of You

Because of you I have strived to be the best I can be.
Because of you there's still a reason to smile through it all.
Because of you I know that there's someone to catch me when I fall.
Because of you I have found a reason for living.
Because of you I have found meaning in everything.
Because of you I have enjoyed it when I laughed or cried.
Because of you I'm never alone for I have someone by my side.
Because of you I feel lucky enough to thank the heavens above.
But most of all, because of you I have learned to love.

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 05:50 pm

Forgotten Friend

Too many months have passed.
Too many words left unspoken.
Too many thoughts going through our heads.
Too many laughters and tears.
Too many memories once shared.
Too little time spent these days.
Too many laughters and tears.
Too many heartaches and pains.
What has become of us?

With this I've come to realize
That I am
NOTHING.
Forgotten.

Nothing
But a faded memory.

Once someone important in your life,
Forgotten.
It's stupid to hold on to something
That I believed was true.

But then I've come to realize
That you were holding back
And now it feels like you're gone...
Forever.
In the same sense
I am
Forgotten
Like a faded memory
That can never go back
To where I belong...
A forgotten friend
That's me.

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 05:48 pm

What is this feeling?

What is this feeling I'm feeling?
Why do I feel so torn apart?
And why do I carry such a heavy heart?
I know I don't care what other people may say
And that I've constantly tried to ignore it all...
...all the signs that come my way
...all the things I've been hearing.
But is ignoring something that's spread flat out on your face
Similar to denying the very existence of that something?

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 05:45 pm

He Said He Wasn't

He said he wasn't special.
He said he wasn't good enough.
He said that he was powerless.
He said that he felt like nothing.

But he was wrong.

For to her, he was special.

To her, he was the greatest.
To her, he was Superman.
To her, he meant everything.

And she was right.

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 05:42 pm

What is Poetry?

Poetry is that moment when we meet each other's gaze
Poetry is that feeling when passions ignite and blaze
Poetry is baring my very own soul to you
Poetry is what comforts us whenever we feel so blue
Poetry is always seen in the way you look at me
Poetry is that movement when we dance so gracefully
Poetry is when we need not to speak to understand
Poetry is all around us, be it sea, sky or land
Poetry is taking the plunge into the depths of your soul
Poetry is simply everything that makes me feel so whole
Poetry is when you can plainly be yourself to me
Poetry is all about being true to your identity
Poetry is found in life, and life in poetry
If only you were here to share it all with me!

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 05:39 pm

Oct 29, 2005

Officially Missing You

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"
For me, this saying holds true
I wonder what you're up to right now
It's been quite sometime since I last saw you.

It's funny how you've long been gone
And I'm missing you so much
I miss your laughter, I miss your smile
I miss your voice, and I miss your touch.

I wish to see you once again
But right now there's nothing I can do
So for now, my friend, 'til we meet again
I'll be officially missing you.

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 02:19 pm

Oct 25, 2005

Questions

My heart says "yes", my head says "no"
I really don't know which one to follow
A raging inner struggle consumes my soul
Tormented, I just want to feel whole.

My heart tells me that I love you
My mind doubts whether this is true
My heart simply wants to tell you all
My mind fears that could be my fall.

I'm so confused, I'm not sure why
Should I speak the truth or should I live a lie?
Why am I forcing myself to feel this way?
Why is it so hard for these feelings to fade away?

Do I really want more than friendship from you?
Will I regret not taking that chance my whole life through?
Answers to these questions, I wish I could find
Then maybe, just maybe, life would be kind.

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 08:52 pm

Sep 14, 2005

In Denial

I try to deny my feelings for you
I try to shun them all away
But you're all I ever think about--
Why are you making me feel this way?

Sometime I think I'm better off
Living in this lie
Acting like everything's normal
Too afraid to break down and cry.

Sometimes I think I'm better off
Without you by my side
But when you're not there I'm missing you--
This feeling I just can't hide.

Deep in my heart I wish you knew
That I've finally fallen--I'm crazy for you.

All the laughter and tears and memories shared
All those times together, every single bit..
With each passing day I've come to realize
You're what makes my life complete.

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 08:30 pm

Sep 8, 2005

Afraid of Falling in Love

I think I'm afraid to fall in love
Ironically, I'm a hopeless romantic
I just don't think I can stand the pain
Of losing trust and feeling pathetic.

I'll admit that I've never been in love
Though happy crushes come my way
But somehow I just can't find
The right person I'd like to stay.

I guess I've lived most of my life
Searching for "the one"
But then again my heart hesitates
Before anything's been said and done.

I'm afraid of living in a fairytale
Where everything's perfect as it seems
I fear one day I'll wake up and realize
That it was nothing but a dream.

Someday, I pray, my prince will come
And chase away that fear inside me
Someone, I pray, will I give my heart
For he shall set me free.

He'll set me free from any doubts
Of falling in love for the first time
He'll make me feel so safe and loved
It wouldn't matter if words run out of rhyme.

At this moment my heart's unfree
Beating to the tune of my soul
Hoping and praying someone out there
Would finally make me whole.

Milady Luthien Elwindell speaks at 08:44 pm

Profile

My name is Luthien Elwindell.

Sir Charlatan Gwindain Smithy gave me that name.

I am a maiden from a time not so long ago,

A time when chivalry was evident.

A time when my role was to fulfill my duties to Milord.

This is my poetry blog.

This is my story.

My heart.

My soul.

My life.

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Note: This is just a poetry blog comprised of poems I have created during moments of boredom. I am not, in any manner, romantically assosciated with Charlie Smithy. He's my Charlie, and I'm his Angel. He's my Lord, and I, his Lady. Other than that, there's nothing else. Have a pleasant day!

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